Breathless
here are the words for you I couldn’t prep,
because I’m terrified of that first step.
It’s like im underwater-gasping for air,
in my mind there is a small but growing tear.
When I see you I can’t even take a breath,
always trying to breathe but no air is left,
because i see you in both sides of my brain,
the coward in me sees my courage slain.
Jekyll wants this, but Hyde wants that,
neither could decide, and so we sat,
to think about a girl who combines our worlds,
who finds the marbles we lost and turns them to pearls.
And I know now what I would like to do,
At the end of this day- I want to be holding you,
but all i have are pillows and imagination,
fantastic dreams and reality’s frusturation.
