I flicked my lighter, a fire comes to my eyes,
as opposed to the cold stares, when I tell my lies.
Leaning back, I breathed a dark cloud over my head,
There was nothing I could have done, or have said,
That would have deserved a week in which I wish I died
There was nowhere I could run to, and nowhere to hide,
From this dark cloud, or all this pain I have felt
I’m trying to play these cards that i’ve been dealt.
I was never dealt a full deck, so it’s just forty-five,
And in my life, It’s been a hard fight to stay alive.
face is swollen,hands are bruised, and im bleeding tears,
My mind is racing, I can’t think, I’m full of fear.
All of you wonder why I’m in such a terrible mood,
you would be too, if you’ve been chomped and chewed,
as if you were stale food, just over a week old,
I’m just scrap brass, wishing that I was gold.
In these demon days, I’m wishing that god would,
care about his “son”, who has loved more than he could.
He’s going to take a chance and go out on a limb,
The devil has taken the world, and laughs at him.
That laugh shakes me, breaks me, makes me, takes me,
to a place in which no one should ever, ever be.
The place in which my demons go in for the kill,
and when I die, the devil will be laughing still.